Milestones

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Early this evening i got the news that you, my friend, made amends with your mother whom you have not spoken to in years. I am so encouraged by your victory over estrangement. What joy to see you blossom in your love for God. Here's to milestone after milestone of faithful, life-giving choices.

Alone Time

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I look forward to tomorrow for i will have time to myself. I get to set my own pace, savor each second, go where my feet lead me. That to me is bliss.

Whenever i step out, i make sure to find myself a nice secluded spot for a handful of prayers. There's always something to pray about. Right this moment i think about a dear friend whose kidneys no longer work. I think about loved ones having it rough. I call to mind people, acquaintances, whose lives have crossed mine...and remember not only their concerns but also the gift of their presence that has made my life more meaningful.

I realize i am not really alone for in my thoughts many are with me.

Wayside Flowers

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Today could be better. A runny nose does not help. With family, i am quite testy. There's something about the coming holidays which depresses me. I know i could have given much more to our new friends we had over for breakfast. There is just too much noise in my heart that robs me of my joy. I look over my shoulder and find times when i've been slighted and taken for granted by others. Recriminations are in order, i think.

This calls for a leisurely walk to dispel the heaviness. I need to take notice again of wayside flowers most people call weeds. Things are not always as they seem, i know.

I would send you flowers if i could...

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I wrote about grace in hard places. I dedicate that to you, Elizabeth Edwards.
I lift you up. Thank you for your great example of grace.
http://news.yahoo.com/s//dailybeast/20101207/ts_dailybeast/11313_elizabethedwardsstopcancertreatmentassemblesherfamily_1/

Christmas Lights

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My heart quickens the moment i hear the first strains of traditional Christmas carols being played in shopping centers, over the radio, and on tv. It is as if i am transported back to those well-preserved memories of Christmases past.

It is easy to be caught up in the frenzy of the holidays. There are thousand and one things to buy or wish i could buy. I squeeze in more time to get to all those parties...get doubly stressed with all the preparations. All these and more leave me gasping year after year after year.

After i bring out the special lights to unwind the cords, dust them off and check for any busted bulbs, i pause. I ask myself how this Christmas will be different -- inside.

Is there any part of me that is not blinking happily anymore? Any busted hopes or dreams? Any short-circuited relationships that need mending? I could go on looking or simply let leave alone and instead focus on the fleeting and the temporary. What kind of lights shall i uphold?

This Christmas i will focus more on the truly important stuff like love, peace and contentment, encouragement and service to others. I offer this light as a tribute to Him whose birth we celebrate.

Whole

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Before we go out into the world, before we unleash ourselves -- let's make sure that we stand grounded on who we truly are, on what our life's purpose is. Integrity of heart, mind, and soul.
We know where we come from and we know where we are headed.
Even as the wind comes to shake us, we can rest.

Grace in Hard Places

Hard hearts, hard stone faces. Hard life, hard existence.

I know of folks going through tough times. Some are embittered by the sheer weight of their troubles. Many have lost the joy of living. To them, there is nothing worth looking forward to. And they face the world with clenched teeth and fists.

I don't need to look far. I have been on that road many times.

Dear friends told me once that there is no problem given to us without a gift in it, that we only need to look for the redeeming value in every seemingly negative situation.

Perspective. Those words have been faithful companions to me in my journey.

Insight. When i am truly open and ready to gain clarity, even nature cooperates. There is something about plants that persist in crevices, blossoms that flourish on cracks. Tree saplings that manage to prosper on walls despite the lack of space for roots -- these never fail to catch my attention. I marvel at these things. They have transcended, beaten, overcome the odds. Inspiration.

Like those who are still deep in their battles yet manage to do good. Wounded, yet healing others. Grace. In hard places.


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