
Today could be better. A runny nose does not help. With family, i am quite testy. There's something about the coming holidays which depresses me. I know i could have given much more to our new friends we had over for breakfast. There is just too much noise in my heart that robs me of my joy. I look over my shoulder and find times when i've been slighted and taken for granted by others. Recriminations are in order, i think.
This calls for a leisurely walk to dispel the heaviness. I need to take notice again of wayside flowers most people call weeds. Things are not always as they seem, i know.